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ghosts of a love
dustyrobe
fluorescent — 010717
When a minute feels like a day,
your words seem to slow down time
I play a supercut in my head,
of how I should’ve noticed the signs
I still remember how we’d buy groceries,
in the midst of giggles and sweet words
The way you always danced for me,
I loved you every single day for two years
Now we stare at the food that’s gone cold,
like the love we had that was once hot
I’m sitting here thinking if I should go,
but my words are all caught up in a knot
It’s about time I start letting go of the little things,
before they become what they call hard feelings
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t-shirt — 270717
I find myself kneeling
in front of my drawer
some mornings,
your mustard yellow t-shirt
clenched in my hands.
It still smells like lavender,
your favourite smelling flower.
There are nights where I find the courage to walk up to the chute,
but not before I’m overwhelmed.
With the thought
of not having a tangible memory
of you.
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photographs — 140518
Photographs, like memories,
are meant to be erased.
To be forgotten.
I don’t believe in photographs
turning a fleeting moment into forever.
We snap away at these moments,
falsely believing that we are
encasing them to last a lifetime.
In reality, all that we have done is to
make these memories tangible.
It is much easier to forget them this way.
I think this is why we burn photographs
after a bad breakup.
It is a symbolic act.
We believe we are moving on
when we burn these photographs.
Photography is the act of erasing memories, not creating.
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hungover — 090718
When dawn breaks, the rooster screams.
Like a spear aimed for my ears,
it shatters my dreams.
I wake in sweat,
my stomach queasy.
My head nailed to the bed,
the spirals of the nail resonating.
There is a ripple in my heart.
I miss you.
Slowly, it becomes a wave.
Abruptly, the sea roars.
I drown in the whirlpool of thoughts,
and my room spins.
There is a shriek,
this time it serves to remind me of
reality.
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4 a.m. — 220918
The stillness of the trees,
of a night that only knows peace.
The moon rests on its bed
that is so black, the stars look dead.
The serenity begs only for honesty,
it is too quiet for the echos of hypocrisy.
4 a.m. is the hour of honest feelings,
I loved you, and I’m finally healing.
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moving on — 050419
Your words, they carry so much weight, my heart, it quivers
All the twists, and all the turns, like a snake, it poisons my mind
The webs you’ve spun, they made me waiver
Layers upon layers, your lies, my lies, they intertwined
A glass of gin, a cup of monkeys, then a shot of baileys
There’s something long forgotten, I must remember
A little spark ignites, the webs are burning
Tears are shed, dawn breaks, capillaries severed
When the eyes have dried up, and the heart empty,
the mind is clear, the memories no longer tinted
The threads are undone, the birds are chirping
I take in a deep breath, I pause for a minute
Like a prey that was released from the spider,
I am free to soar, and I’ve never been happier
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