Slowing It Down

About two months ago, I went to buy a roll of film as I wanted to try out film photography. Since my dad's Nikon FM2 was recently repaired, I decided to put my skills to the test. I've been shooting full manual on my DSLR ever since I got it to prepare me for this moment (so that I would know my exposure settings). Paired with the Nikkor 105mm f/2.5, I shot the 36 exposures roll of film over the course of two months with my dad.

It wasn't easy at first, of course, being unable to see the results instantly and needing to do guess work for most of the exposures. However, a few exposures in and I was hooked. There was some sort of relief that came with using film. I never had to worry about whether the photos looked good or not (since I couldn't check), so I just moved on after I clicked the shutter. But it has also taught me to contemplate before taking each shot, something that digital never taught me. Because I only had 36 exposures, I had to make sure I checked the framing properly in the viewfinder first. I also needed to be sure that the exposure was right. This certainly slowed down the entire process, but looking at the photos, it was worth it.

Like I said earlier I took two months to finish the roll of film, so when I sent it to be developed I had already forgotten most of the photos that were taken. I received it one day before Christmas and it felt like an early Christmas present to myself from myself! It was really an amazing feeling going through all the photos one by one and being constantly surprised, "Did I really take that?". And when I saw the photos that my dad had took, I also realized that I still have much to learn regarding portraiture.

Maybe it's because I'm using a crop sensor DSLR, but one worthy thing to note about the Nikon FM2 is the viewfinder. It's much larger and brighter, and there is a circle in the middle which only aligns when the focusing is done right. This makes manual focusing so much easier and better! But the best part is that I have hard copies of all the photos, allowing me to study each photo in detail and knowing where and how to improve. I've already got my next roll of film on standby, and I'm excited to go shoot some more after I've improved my portraiture!

Nikon FM2 with the Nikkor 105mm f/2.5 lens attached

To Unwind

I've been an introvert my whole life. Even without taking any personality tests, I always knew that I was an introvert. It wasn't just being shy or quiet, I enjoyed my personal space and alone time. In fact, I got my energy from being alone most of the time. That was until I met Nicolette of course. I got energy from being around her, although there were times where she would need her own alone time. Because I enjoyed being around her so much, I forgot that I needed my alone time too.

And recently, after weeks of assignments and other stressful events, I felt very drained. In fact, I was completely drained. After talking to my girlfriend and my two good friends, I decided to take a day off from everything and everyone just to spend some alone time. Coincidentally, there were no classes on Thursday, so I made good use of the free day.

With no plan in mind, I headed out with only the bare essentials: camera, phone, water bottle, umbrella, notebook and my pencil case. I have to admit it was pretty awkward for myself in the beginning since I hadn't done this in a while. I relied a lot on my earpiece and music to feel comfortable as I was afraid of getting judgmental looks for being on my own. Society really knows how to make introverts feel at home. But after a long while, I decided to keep my earpiece and really embrace being alone - to be unaffected by everyone and everything and just enjoy my introverted time.

I took some photos at Vivo City / Harbourfront and had my lunch at Burger King (satisfying my fast food cravings), followed by going to the library at Bugis to borrow a copy of the 14th issue of 'Kinfolk' and just walking around that area before ending off my day at a Starbucks near my place with a hot cup of cappuccino and jotting down some ideas for photos. I haven't engaged in much creative thinking since school started so it was a good way to unwind and let my brain roam freely.

At the end of my alone time, I felt rejuvenated. Not fully, but enough to not feel tired. It was definitely a reminder to have some proper alone time every once in a while.

Bromance

Kids, let me tell you a short but slightly crazy story. A story that will go down for generations to come (for me and Randell at least). 

It was a Friday night, Nicolette and I just had our dinner in school and were trying to do some work. It wasn't exactly the best day for us, we were both in a slightly bad mood. That was when Randell called Nicolette, asking her to meet him and Jonathan at Bugis to talk. After we gave up on doing work, I accompanied her to Bugis to find them. I was going to leave after we saw them, but they told me to come along, so I followed them to the 7th floor of Bugis+. 

We were seated outside of '49 Seats', and one of their staff informed us that we had to leave in 10 minutes because they were closing for the day. Jonathan decided that he needed to go to the toilet and left the three of us there. After a couple of minutes, Nicolette needed to go to the toilet as well, leaving me and Randell alone at the table. We decided to move back in since the shop was closing and Nicolette came out from the toilet at the same time. Jonathan was supposedly still in the toilet, but that was when I saw him peeping at us from behind a wall. I didn't think much of it, neither did I say anything, because that's what he does. Randell and I then decided to go check on Jonathan after a few more minutes because he was taking too long.

We went in and found no signs of Jonathan. When we came back out, Nicolette was missing as well. No trace of either of them at all. I got quite worried. 

Randell came up with a theory that we would all be going to the toilet one by one and disappear before coming back out as if nothing happened. That marked the start of our mini horror movie adventure. We decided to stick together and hook arms. [Let me also just say that it's not helpful to be a psychology student at a time like this.] With our arms hooked, we covered the 7th floor multiple times, trying to find the two of them. As there were two toilets on that floor, we checked the other one shouting Jonathan's name, with guys staring at us, no doubt judging us. After we searched the toilets, we discovered that there was a pathway at the very end connecting both toilets. As we embarked on that path, we got the creeps. It felt like we stepped into a horror movie scene. Normally, I would look at the vanishing point and think of what a good photograph it would make, but with this happening, all I could think of was how scary it was. Randell suggested that he wore his couple ring on the same side as me just to mess with people (and to alleviate the situation with some humor). But still, we started panicking, how did they disappear without a trace? 

We started forming more theories, like Batman kidnapping us one by one, or that they wanted to see us bond. We couldn't continue to stay on that floor, we wanted to cover more ground. Hence, we went down the escalators (yes, with our arms hooked) in an attempt to search for them. We got dirty looks from people everywhere, but we didn't care, bromance is a thing after all. I told Randell about how I saw Jonathan peeping at us and he freaked out, because he didn't see him at all. His goosebumps were apparent after hearing that. As we continued to get stares from everyone, we discussed our theories further. 

We started to doubt our existence, that perhaps Jonathan and Nicolette were a fragment of our consciousness / imagination. Only one of us was real, and the other was either our id, ego or superego. We were clearly going crazy. The psychology student syndrome got us when we tried to diagnose ourselves with schizophrenia. Was I hallucinating when I saw Jonathan peeping at us? Were we being delusional, believing our own theories like this? It haunted us at the back of our heads. 

Maybe this whole thing was a hidden camera prank just to see the two of us bond. We wanted to believe that. There were no signs of them at all even after we covered the entire mall. To play it safe, we took the escalators all the way back up to the 7th floor again, hoping that they would be there when we arrived. We even shouted for them in Sherylyn's voice as we made our way up. But alas, they were nowhere to be found. 

We found a staircase near the toilet, and suspected that if Jonathan had to talk to Nicolette (concerning our relationship stuffs, etc), then there would be the place. Jonathan loves staircases a lot after all. It was a very creepy staircase, and we made sure to thread slowly and not make a sound. Though we had a good heart to heart talk while we were walking down the steps. This place seemed to be the most plausible option out of all. And to our disappointment, we didn't find them there after walking all the way down to the first floor. We were losing hope. Our theories seemed so true at that point in time.

Randell needed to use the toilet so we went back in the shopping center to pee. After we peed, I decided to give Nicolette a text since she didn't pick up my phone calls before and Randell got a call from Jonathan. Turns out they were always on the 7th floor, where they talked for about 30 minutes. I was relieved and angry at the same time. Relieved that Nicolette was alright and that we weren't crazy, but angry because Jonathan didn't say a thing at all. 

Although, one thing never made sense to Randell and I. How was it possible that they were at the 7th floor when we searched everywhere on that floor multiple times? We were definitely missing out a piece of crucial information / memory...

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Haha okay, maybe there was a bit of exaggeration here and there, but it's a true story. Randell did kind of know that they had to talk and I suspected that as well, but it still freaked us out when they disappeared into thin air. Good things came out of this I guess, Randell and I got a little closer (#bromance) while Nicolette got the good talk that she needed. But guys, no more disappearing acts man. My heart cannot take this.

From left to right: Me, Nicolette, Jonathan and Randell

The More You Learn, The More You Improve

Kit lenses are one of the most under-appreciated lenses in my opinion. The 18 - 55 mm f/3.5 - 5.6 lens is the kit lens that almost everyone has, but it's also the lens that a lot of people think is not good enough. Most photography hobbyists/enthusiasts will try to upgrade to a prime lens (fixed focal length) or a better zoom lens soon after they get their first camera. That's probably because they want a faster aperture like f/1.8 or a better zoom range, or just a lens that is specific to the type of photos that they want to take, be it portraiture, street photography or landscapes. Of course, some also feel that by getting a prime lens, their photography skills will improve (because, better bokeh!). I'm guilty of having that thought too, since I want to get a 50mm f/1.8G and I used to think that more bokeh equals better photos. 

But a lot of people jump straight in, buying a prime lens without really knowing the kind of photos they want to take, and their lenses are left on the shelf, hardly used. I think this is where the kit lens is really useful. From 18 mm to 55 mm, it covers from wide angle to slightly telephoto. You are able to try out the various focal lengths and understand what their purpose is for. Reading and watching reviews on focal lengths can help you understand them a bit, but taking actual photos and experimenting with the focal lengths are much more helpful. You get to know which focal length really suits your taste and shooting style. Not only that, you can try out various kinds of photography with a kit lens to see which one you like best. 18 - 24 mm for landscapes / cityscapes, 35 mm for more versatile shooting and 45 - 55 mm for portraiture.

I remember when I first got my camera a few months back, I only shot at 50 mm because I wanted to get used to the 50 mm frame lines (like I mentioned above, I wanted to get a 50 mm lens). I hardly ever used the other focal lengths unless the space was too tight. But recently, I decided to give 35 mm a try for street photography. It was a little too far for me at first, but I soon got used to it and my photos improved vastly. I learned how to incorporate more of the environment into my photos (since more things are in focus as compared to 50 mm), which adds more story to them. It was something I was trying to learn from Benjamain Heath's portraits. 

After having tried the 35 mm focal length for about a month, I became more open to the other focal lengths. I played around with the wide angle focal lengths, which was something I never imagined myself doing, because I'm not much of a landscape person. But I learned to use it with leading lines that can be found all around us on the streets, this created portraits that I'd never done before. Using wider focal lengths definitely made my photos better as I learned to use smaller apertures like f/7.1 to f/16. Whereas in the past while I was only using 50 mm, I always used the largest aperture (f/5.6) to get shallower depth of field (bokeh!). 

I guess the point is, before you look down on your own kit lens, how about trying to learn with it? Understand every focal length by taking photos and make full use of your kit lens. Instead of constantly buying new lenses, how about working with just one lens and honing your skills to create better photos. And the more you learn, the more you improve.

Playing with wide angle!

Believer | A Reminder From Myself

"Life never really goes the way we want it to

It's filled with unexpected surprises at every corner

Some good, and some, not so good

But whatever life throws at us, it is definitely in our best interests

We may not see it at first, but eventually, we will

And we'll find that it was in fact a good experience

An experience that taught us lessons and helped us grow

We haven't really gotten it figured out, but Life has

So have faith and trust that there are positives even in the bad things thrown at us"

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I found these words in my planner / journal and I'm not quite sure when I wrote them, but I read it today and found it really inspiring. I almost thought that I had extracted that from somewhere since I had forgotten all about it. With all that has been going on recently, this felt like a reminder that everything will be fine. A reminder from myself. I hope this inspires you as much as it did for me. For now, I'm just going to believe that things will get better, just like what American Authors said in their song, 'Believer'. This song gives me hope every time I listen to it.

Playing with Lego | Stuck at Home Photography Idea

What do you do if it's raining cats and dogs or it's really hazy outdoors, or you're just too lazy to go outside but you still want to take photos? You can either brave the weather (like what we did in the Swaggerpuff's adventure) or get creative indoors with whatever you can find, like your toys!

I was stuck at home for a long period of time because of the haze hitting the unhealthy range and I got really bored. But with boredom, comes creativity. I remembered a video I watched on DigitalRev about stuck at home photography ideas and the Lego set that the government gave to every single youth in Singapore for youth day, so I decided to do a little something with it. With the instructions manual under my knee, and a whole bunch of Lego pieces in front of me, I started building what seemed to be Changi Airport. It took me about 30 - 45 minutes to get the whole thing built because the instructions weren't exactly the clearest. I was so focused with getting the structure built that I forgot to take some photos of the process. Well, lesson learnt. If I'm ever doing this again, I'll make sure to take some photos.

I tried to take portraits of the Lego guy as creatively as I could, by putting him on top of a lens, at the top of my Changi Airport Lego structure and on my window ledge. I don't have a macro lens, so I used my dad's Vivitar 28-70mm f/3.5 - f/4.5 manual focus only lens. At 70mm, it gives a very decent bokeh and is more close up as compared to my usual kit lens (18-55mm f/3.5 - f/5.6). I could have used my Tamron 70 - 300mm lens which has a macro function, but the lens was too huge to use handheld (for me at least) and I didn't have enough space in my room to go till 300mm.

I only took a few shots with my Lego set since it was nearing dusk and the sunlight was diminishing fast, especially with the thick haze that was going on.

A failed attempt at trying to make my Lego guy look like he's doing parkour.

For those of you who wish to try doing this the next time you're stuck at home, here's a few tips!

1. Use a lens that can focus at very near distances; if you're trying to make your Lego character look bigger than it actually is, then a lens that can focus at very near distances would be apt. It'd be best if you have a macro/micro lens, but not everybody has that. I wouldn't recommend a telephoto lens since you would need to use a tripod and you'll find yourself running back and forth between your set and your camera since you'll need a certain distance in between.

2. Have a large space to play with; This is important if you're trying to make an entire city out of your Lego set, or you like minimalist photos. I was working with a tight space since I used my bay window to take the photos. Use your dining table for a start, you should have lots of space to play with.

3. Get creative; This is something I only thought of while I was writing this post, hence I didn't get to use it. But if you have a tripod, you can try using all the nooks and crannies in your house for your shots. Maybe the toilet, or even in your kitchen. Even the most unconventional places might work out and make your photos more interesting. Why do you need a tripod? For longer exposures / slower shutter speeds in areas with low light. Using a flash can be unflattering, hence a longer exposure is a better option. Of course, you don't necessarily have to use Lego sets either, you can take any small toy that you have and play around with it!

Here's the video from DigitalRev in case you were wondering! 

Light and Shadows

Light is such a beautiful thing, be it soft or harsh. It has the ability to give photos a totally different feel. It's almost like magic. I guess that's why they're called the magic light.

Singapore was hit with weeks of haze when the annual burning of forests in Indonesia started again inevitably. We were faced with thick fog-like haze with barely any sunlight making it through. There was no magic light or golden hours for the whole time the haze was around. It had its perks too. Taking photos was made easy on the streets without the need of constantly fumbling through the settings. Photos taken during the period of the haze also made it seemed as if we had fog here too in Singapore, which is something we don't get every day.

But things are only appreciated after they're gone. While it was easy to take photos on the street, I missed the sunlight that produced shadows and being able to play with the light and shadows. My photos didn't feel as alive to me as they did with plenty of light in it. It seemed ridiculous to me that I once complained of how hot the weather was when the sun was out. Now, the haze has cleared, thanks to a heavy downpour that washed it all away. And I have come to appreciate the sunlight more than ever, embracing it as they shine down on me. 

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Swaggerpuff's Adventure to Istana Woodneuk

After a staggering eight months, the three of us have come together once again for yet another adventure. This time, we stepped out of our comfort zone and made our way to the famed Istana Woodneuk, an abandoned building located in the middle of trees and more trees. Why did we choose to come here? Well, it was Hannah's (our boss and "mother") idea.

We started our adventure from Holland Village, where we had our lunch. You can't go on an adventure with an empty stomach. Soon after we finished our lunch, it started drizzling. According to Jonathan's reliable weather forecast, he said that it was going to rain for the whole day. And even though all of us have an umbrella each, Hannah and I decided to buy ponchos from 7-Eleven, which set us back by $3.55. Jonathan didn't buy because he was too big to fit in one. It proved to be a worthy investment later on, but had I known that it was going to rain, I would have brought ponchos from my house (lesson learnt). Since the rain started pouring, we decided to seek shelter in Holland Road Shopping Center. Well, it really wasn't a shopping center, it felt like a bunch of shops that were set up in here because there were no space outside. It just didn't have the shopping center vibe at all. We left for our destination as soon as the rain stopped.

When we arrived at the bus stop, there were a couple of primary school kids that wanted to go to the Istana Woodneuk as well, but were too afraid to do so. Jonathan, being the best at communicating with youths, talked to those kids while Hannah and I put on our ponchos. It was then decided that those kids would follow us up to the Istana Woodneuk. So with the rain coming down on us, we trudged uphill, following the man-made path made by many who had came before us. The path was easy at first, but we were faced with a steep hill after a few steps. Luckily for us, there was a rope that we could hold onto while we climbed up. Jonathan led the way, and we followed. It wasn't as difficult as I thought and we were at the top before I knew it. The difficult part was going down when we were heading back and one misstep could mean the end of our lives. We followed the guide we found online and made our way to our destination. It was creepy, as if we had walked right into a horror movie set. To make matters worse, it was drizzling. A very typical horror movie scene; three friends go out to do a little exploring, it starts drizzling and they come across an abandoned building. Not that I watch any horror movies, but that's how it is, isn't it?

We stepped inside, as slow and as light we could to avoid making too much noise. But as soon as we stepped in, the primary school boys all disappeared. Right. We were welcomed with a very empty building that had debris lying around everywhere and there was barely any light entering the building. But the light that did enter, was soft and beautiful. I could understand why so many Instagrammers loved to come here for portraits. There were graffiti everywhere, on every wall. Strangely enough, it made me feel less scared. The graffiti made the whole place more humane. Perhaps that was what the artists were thinking of when they decided to spray the place with words and immature drawings. It was a mistake to have come here on a weekday because there was no one else around. It would have been better if we came on a weekend like everyone else or if we had brought 20 other people with us.

There was nothing much to look at on the first floor, so we headed up the stairs towards the second floor. The stairs did not feel like stairs. It was more like a bunch of planks stacked on top of each other. The second floor seemed more familiar, it was where many had their Instagram photos taken at. We walked around and took a few photos and group photos. You must be wondering how we took group photos if there was no one else around. Well, luckily for us, there was a table, albeit wet. We used our ponchos' plastic packaging to put my camera on. I manually adjusted the settings and focus and set the timer for 5 seconds to take our group photos. As you can see, we decided to take our photos with the building as the background, causing our photos to turn out grainy and slightly overexposed due to the uneven lighting. I should have heeded Hannah's idea and used the trees as our background, but there's no room for regrets now because we are never going back there.

As soon as we were done with our group photos, three others came in, with one performing some sort of Taoist ritual. I was freaking out and screaming inside my mind. Jonathan and Hannah were scared too so we made our way out as fast as we could. To make matters worse, the rain started getting heavier. We lost our footing and slipped here and there but we managed to make it out unscathed. We were reunited with the primary school boys at the bus stop which made me think that they were either guardians sent to protect us on our way up or that kids these days don't have to study at all.

Below are some of the photos I took on our mini adventure. No filter or any post production done this time, because I like how the colors came out.

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